Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Weight

A dead beetle lies on the path through the field.

Three pairs of legs folded neatly on its belly.

Instead of death's confusion, tidiness and order.

The horror of this sight is moderate,

its scope is strictly local, from the wheat grass to the mint.

The grief is quarantined.

The sky is blue.



To preserve our peace of mind, animals die

more shallowly: they aren't deceased, they're dead.

They leave behind, we'd like to think, less feeling and less world,

departing, we suppose, from a stage less tragic.

Their meek souls never haunt us in the dark,

they know their place,

they show respect.



And so the dead beetle on the path

lies unmourned and shining in the sun.

One glance at it will do for meditation —

clearly nothing much has happened to it.

Important matters are reserved for us,

for our life and our death, a death

that always claims the right of way.

~~Wislawa Szymborska

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Learning to breathe

There is this curious mix of anger and despondence
the trick is figuring out which is reason and which is just
the choking miasma of this solitude, this 14,000 km and 15 hours.

I hide behind dates and times and plans
Flimsy paper shields that flex and tense in the wind
keening wails and ragged sobs drowning in the tempest

but you look the other way.

I disdain this weakness
but it is all that I have.
This empty beach, damp sand underfoot
Moonlight gleaming off roaring breakers
A million light years away.